Number 1

Why do i have this feeling i will never be someones number 1. The person they think about all the time. That when they get a text or a call from them they get butterflies. That wants only a happy ending with you. I wish i could have that... I wanna be someones number 1. I'm tired of having number 1's and all i get is about a number 2 or 3. I want to be important in someones life. I want to have that love given to me that i have given too many times. I'm so tired of being hurt. I'm so tired of being pushed aside... I want to be a number 1 in someones life...

Our elements are missing

Trust is the number one thing needed in a relationship... Thats why ours is messed up. I dont trust you, i hate not trusting you. But so far you have given me no reason to trust you. Now i just hope your not screwing me over. I'm so sick of this... So sick of it. So i just dont even know what to say to you anymore..

What now??

I've done everything i can. I'm done. I have done as much as i can and now i have realized am i not getting anything back. So i'm done. I'm done with you. You have hurt me in ways i have never been hurt before.
Dont you hate that feeling?? When someone just rips your heart right out of your chest and just leave you there to bleed?? Well in case you havent its one of the worst feelings you could ever experience it. I think now i am becoming an official hater of love. All it does is bring misery and hurt. Its not worth it. I am just a man hater now (especially you know who).

The end

You broke my heart... I love you. I always will. I dont understand how you can do this to me? Do you just not care anymore?? I want to be with you so bad, why cant you see that??
You ended our relationship, or what was left of it. Just remember, you ended it. Not me.